Wasted on the past...

There´s so many things I want to recuperate,
There´r so many others that I want to live all over again...
There´s so many nights I´ve wasted on useless thoughts,
And now I´m wondering: ¿What have I done to deserve this?
and the answer it´s here, right on my face, straight to my eye...
I ´ve been doing nothing but making a mess with the very important things about my life...
I´ve been "making me a mess"...
I´ve been wasting ME, and all the things that I can do to improve myself...
But it´s been enough!!!!
It´s time to close this cycle,
It´s time to end this round of fairy tales that cause they can´t lead me to anywhere...
It´s time to take advantage of the "sprirual bullet"...
The day has come and the door it´s right in front of me, one step closer;
but this step it´s the most difficult of all...
This step represents tomorrow,
The future that will never come,
if I don´t release me from the chains of my past...